One More Heartache

Title: One More Heartache
Date: July 10 2004

Here I lay awake at night wondering if it'll pass
I can't believe I've fallen again and why it has to last
They say they love me but cast me aside
I'm lost again and broken by their lies
All I did was breathe in deep and tell him how I feel
I told him it was not a lie and that it took some time to heal
I admit my heart and all I own to him and grant my being
There is somethings he must not say and forgive him for not seeing
But my heart is true and I feel so strongly so why can this not be?
If I were sent from hell to him than why can he not be with me?..

I rot and whine in my celler storage for all the grief I've wept
And the heart and love he used to own for them I wish I could've kept
I promised I would keep him safe in the shelter of my arms
Hold him high and steal his pain which all cause harms
I smiled and said
"I'd soon be dead"
Without you there is nothing more
Than the shadowed dusk of my cobwebbed heart and what I'm here for
My purpose to save them all
My seeking is to hear their silent call..

But one kiss was all that I did need and fell back into Hell
Sound the alarm and wake the dead so they can ring the Bell
The Goddess awakes from her slumber of no emotion
Wakened to the dawning of love and rise of new devotion
What brought such a feeling was one tall dark stranger
Knowing him shortly but loving him through all danger
It's more than infatuation and I know this at best
I took long enough on a short little rest
To realize my life and all the love I've missed
To fall back into my demonic rage because of being kissed...