Thoughts:"Game over; what was a bad joke is now a Reality show..."

People really need to STOP getting off on randomly attacking someone's adoration. Should you enjoy something you need not explain it to some no-name jackass who randomly pops up. Who are they to question you or your enjoyment? And how do they know where your adoration sparks? They do not and therefore should STOP getting off on merely typing words or listening to them selves speak. /end rant.

Cosplay Updates!

Nia Teppelin (Anti-Spiral Messenger): I have prepared this costume to be debuted at Con-G in February 2010. All I need is shoes and the wig now which shouldn't be TOO bad and I am done. XD Easier costume said than done. I didn't participate in the jump suit act since I like to be able to pee freely without removing ALL my clothing articles.

Yoko Littner (Pre-Time Skip): Just got the boots this weekend so I'll be spraying the suckers down and such to get the nice shine and such, the top is nearly done, just a few more coats of paints but overall I'm glad progress has finally begun for this as its for AN 10.

Nefertina: I need to buy a few more articles for her and do some painting then overall I'm pretty much set. I just have to wake up early at AN to get the body paint done and the bandages wrapped around me.

Other than that I haven't really got anything too grand. I'm struggling bad with money issues which has once more prevented me from schooling (yay January I get to start *head desk*) and ultimately set me back. Plus without insurance to cover my medical costs I'm forking out extra for medications I may need, ect. So I've taken a lot of extra shifts at work coming up to get some more money going into my account and MAYBE start saving up more than $10 a month. D<

I'm not really looking forward to Xmas since I have no money and have agreed to only buy a gift for and my gift exchange person (family party thing on bf's side) but I AM managing to make a few items for some friends that I hope they'll appreciate xD. My bf and I aren't buying anything for each other since we bought the PS3 earlier and the only game I want coming out soon is FFXIII *squeak*

Overall I'm feeling pretty miserable, impatient and depressed lately and I don't know if its from stress or weather or what but it's started to make me very, VERY unapproachable at home, at work and anywhere. I'd love to just have a week off to go somewhere and stay just to hangout with friends and relax.

Kami